Archive for May, 2010

I’m Going to Whine a Little Now

May 5, 2010

And I’m going to enjoy it.

Well, you won’t believe me if I only share things that people label “good” or “positive.”  “It’s all good” is one of the truest things ever said.

I have a feeling I might be pre-menstrual.

Why do I think that?

Well, I put on “Mary Ellen Carter” sung by Stan Rogers on the way to work this morning and cried all the way through it… then I played it again and cried some more. It was great!

There is a YouTube performance with an intro about the song here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fT-aEcPgkuA

Then I went into Steve Forbert, “So Good to Feel Good Again,” which doesn’t seem to be on YouTube. Tsk tsk.

That got me to work.

I’ve got that yearning for companionship, yearning for school, yearning for a way to give more in my work, coupled with some discouragement and the feeling of a hole where those things go.

Like Mr. Prosser, I am “only human. In other words, I am a carbon-based life form descended from an ape.”

Yawn, it’s 8:30 pm. Nearly bedtime.

Good night!

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